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AGE IS JUST A NUMBER OR IS IT?

At midnight, the bells rang-Feb 12th, 2023; Miss Elle turned 33. I'm one of the few ladies who is proud to share her age. At least now, I do because I have watched myself grow intellectually, spiritually, emotionally, interpersonally, etc. My life officially stopped revolving around others. I am now an independent entity -energy floating, vibrating positively, seeking to pour love, forgiveness, and passion and share as much of my experience as my heart would allow. Time waits for nobody, so let's take that giant leap of faith -Do what makes you happy, not what you think would make others happy for you. I have witnessed the power of taking alone time. For my birthday, instead of going to Vegas like I usually do, I booked a resort staycation at the Garden of the gods resort. I packed my laptop, vision board stuff, and a bottle of chardonnay. I intend to spend time writing, manifesting, and meditating. I listened to the 369 manifestation audio as I built my vision board and jotted down more topics for my podcast. After taking a long soak in the hot tub, I ordered red snapper and a Ceaser salad. For the first time in my life, I realized that I do not need anybody to feel complete and happy. My fullness comes from within, and It's evident that I finally connected with myself. I wasn't this person before; I always needed a companion, a friend, a lover, a husband. I fell prey to my weaknesses and inability to love myself.
At 33, I will continue to love myself more, taking frequent solo trips, enjoying the wind, a warm fireplace, a glass of wine, and a warm soak without distractions. At 33, I will manifest the fullness of my abilities -surpassing my own belief. At 33, I will let go of outside opinions and doubts- it is ME, not US. At 33, I will connect with my true passion, mySELF. My goals and dreams will become a reality, inspiring several people to do what they love. At 33, I will forgive all of my past hurts, some caused by me, some caused by others, but I will not dwell in resentment and anger. At 33, my children will start to understand their self-worth and connect with who they are at the core. At 33, my life will be full of happiness and unforgettable memories that will never fade.