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HAPPINESS

HAPPINESS
IN THE END I MADE THE CHOICES THAT WERE BEST FOR US AND WE CREATED OUR OWN HAPPINESS

If anyone would have told me how satisfying and rich life would become back in 2021 when things were F'd up. I felt worthless, literally, two beautiful boys; gosh, they are perfect, one miscarriage, several broken friendships, and a multitude of superficial relationships almost emptying the already dry vessel of a human that I felt I was, but then came 33. I began' becoming' just like Michelle Obama would say. My life turned TF around, and I found a deeper meaning in SELF- the reason I was born started slowly coming to the surface; there was a sense of inner freedom, peace, more profound love, confidence, belief, trust, potential, and LIFE . I began living at 33, but temptations came my way like a tornado. They wrapped me up and tossed me around, suffocating the life I thought I had made for myself, or did I? It was unforeseen, and I was not fully equipped. Then came self-doubt, judgment, and self-criticism. I crucified myself repeatedly, wondering when I would become who I wanted to be. It's almost as if we ride the waves; you gear up and strap on those life surfboards as tight as you can, making sure that when the waves hit, you surf while holding on tightly to what matters most -self-value, worth, happiness, your children, your involved parent, and family. As we build this Empire, we cannot forget what matters most. Someone who means a lot to me said it's the evenings when you kick a ball around with your kids; you spend time with them riding a bike, taking a swim, laughing, creating the most beautiful memories-it's WEALTH. I could not be more in touch with my intuitive side; the intentionality that builds KINGS-real men, the two that the creator gave me, is the happiness I will forever hold close and dear.