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NIRVANA-A FLASH FICTIONETTE

NIRVANA-A FLASH FICTIONETTE
unbox yourself-elle

Driving down the highway with Experience by Ludovico on max volume felt seamless like there was no other matter around, but there was, which was weird. I saw electricity, energy, vibration, animals, unicorns, and stars literally touching the Earth's surface. At least, I thought I was on Earth. I drove through Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, and space. I couldn't breathe, but I didn't need air like I was outside my body. My heart stopped beating, but I felt life staying inside my body/ My car was on autopilot. I started crying, intensively sobbing, but I didn't feel sadness or pain. I felt some sort of transference, like a high I've never experienced. My emotions left my body and stood before me, looking into my soul, saying words I couldn't understand.
I couldn't stop crying; I saw my boys grow and be successful, living like I taught them and being the best versions of themselves. It was incredible; I couldn't speak, feel, or hear, but It was so evident that there was so much more to life. It is not a little box. so many beautiful countries, so many paths to take, so much money to make, so many lovely memories, and so much ahead. I kept driving uncontrollably through the stars and then the ocean. I heard voices of laughter, the type of voices that make you feel good. I wanted to hug my ex and tell him it was all okay and that the kids we share will forever be a fantastic gift. It was peaceful, deep peace, and a sense of NIRVANA. I couldn't explain it in words, but I was never the same after that. My eyes opened, and now I see.